The Heart Of A Little Sister

It sucks when someone you love leaves this earth forever.

It becomes harder to cope each day with that silence that kills us.

It becomes a suffocating feeling when you're drowning in your own tears.

When your heart feels like it is no longer pounding inside your chest.

When your most sincerest smile fades away at the sound of ones name. 

It's hard when you know you wont ever see that persons face again.

 Dear Brother,

This is where I truly begin. Each passing day I try to ignore the fact that you're gone. To lie to myself that everything is going to be ok. I've come to realize the terms of my fury, of the anger and hate that flows through my veins. Of the lie my life has turned out to be. Missing you dearly with every passing hour of every day. With every minute of every second. Over the year that I lost missing you, I know I'll miss many more if I dont let go, but the silence within these walls makes the room sound as if it were shouting. I sometimes think that these walls can talk for I sometimes hear them.

The tears I cry each passing night are just a reminder that I am human, that I can feel, and I'm not cold. I know for once it was a silly move, to have the blade kiss each flowing vein within me. At the time death sounded but so peaceful. Day one, blood stain these sheets. Day two, wounds sealing on my arms. Day three, The scars begin to heal. Day four, the scars but barely fade away. When one you love is truly gone and you hear everyone else cries. You suddenly forget the sound of your own. 

The world suddenly stops spinning. When the family around you finds it easier to hate each other than themselves. When you look at then and see their smile but pain reflecting in their eyes. You suddenly remember the moves one has made to leave and move on. When your tears fall down the side of your cheek brushing lightly on your lips, with no taste of salt like the water at the beach. You realize that your tears are just wasted. When one is truly gone you're only left with a memory and a single photograph. What does one do as the memory begins to fade, and you're left with nothing but that photo? What do you do when the photo begins to fade? Do you fade along with it?

Brother you're always with me, even when the sound of my voice gets dim. When my eyes don't reflect with any sort of emotions. You're always with me. Even when my body perishes and my soul joins yours, you're always with me. When no stars illuminate the night sky I know you're always with me. I understand that when one leaves this earth they are never to far away but remain close in the depth of our hearts when every name of every soul and every memory and every tear one has ever cried. In that ones heart is when one remains. Dear brother, I know with me you'll always stay.

~Sincerely, Your Little Sister 

                               -Kimberly Denisse Rodriguez-

Thnxx For Nothing

I tried and failed. I couldnt prevail. My path derailed. In my own fairytale. I couldnt see what I needed to see. All this time you were misguiding me. Here I thought you were setting me free. But I was to blind to see reality. I heard your voice clear as day. When I saw you walk my way. I wanted to leave but you begged me to stay. For so long I stood at your side. Not knowing I was,building my own prison to,hide. Blinded I was so filled with pride. I was dieing and that I denied. I wanted so bad to stop this bleeding. To heal a scar that was never leaving. To wrap real love around this wound. Leave this world I will real soon. When I am gone dont call my name. I will ignore you as you did the same. Will you see the tears I cried or closely feel my pain. All the lies are just a bloodful stain. It scars me, a good girl I cant maintain. I look at you hate runs through my vains. Why couldnt I brake free before? Oh, thats right cause I was the one you adored. I was scared a bit paranoid. I thought that I loved you but truly what it was. I was looking for someone to love. This heart that I hold loses control. It confuses emotions and, of what it ought to know. Faliur is powerful when you feel its your fault. The world can tell you different. Yet you tell them to hault. Corruption of the heart, mind and soul. Trying I was but this is unbearable to hold. Will you die mentally? Will you stay traped, when I brake free? Will you feel what you did to me? Do you feel anything? I doubt it, just like everything. I guess this it I'll take my leave. Thnxx again for nothing.

BETRAYED

Can I make you see, what you mean to me? 
To have you easily believe. 
To have you understand the pain in me. 
Step out your circle and look around. 
You can hear each cry. 
Each mournful sound. 
Our family tree is burning to ashes. 
Each scrape on it's bark are one of your lashes. 
Leaves fall down as our tree is dieing. 
Each of us just keep on crying. 
For each lie a scrape is made. 
For each time we caused our pain. 
Our blood forever stains that blade. 
The root of our tree has stoped from growing. 
No sun shines tears overflowing. 
You give one face to one of us all. 
Then speak ill of our name to watch us fall. 
I tried as much I could. 
Yeah I know you were misunderstood. 
I wrote you a song cause thats what you wanted. 
Yet each word I wrote you act as if you dont want it. 
It breaks my heart that as much as I try. 
You seem to enjoy seeing me cry. 
I can call you names say you're the one that I hate.
They're simply words my bad, my mistake. 
You say that you're real but you act real fake. 
Come on child say what you got to say to my face. 
I heard about what you had to say. 
Thanks a lot I feel betrayed. 
Say what you want I can care less. 
I'm staying away from you its for the best. 
I had to write this to get this off of my chest. 
Tonight I'm putting my head to rest. 
Ignore all you have to say unlike your name you are real fake. 
Whatever go ahead mission accoplished. 
Pull me away, you got what you wanted. 
Yes they say you're fucked up in the head. 
Yet I ignored all that instead. 
I hate drama with the "he said she said" So forget it I'm staying out of this. 
Falling down, torn and broken. 
What I have to say will not remain unspoken. 
You may not like it but thats ok. 
Cause you are damn right I dont believe what you say.
You are a compolsive and pathalogical liar. 
All this rage is burning like fire. 
Enough is enough I'm tired of playing. 
I dont give a fuck keep saying what you're saying. 
Its ok I aint saying no names. 
You already know that I feel betrayed...

Sexual Thinking

What about you drives me insane.
I know for a fact its not how you spit ur game.
Yet something about you I so crave.
Its insane this darn craze.
For some odd I reason I like the chase.
If I'm not ur kinda girl please just say.
I only want to stay. 
Do what you gotta do, if thts push me away.
Something about you drives me crazy. 
If I knew you more I'd say you're amazing.
Is it lust for just the fun?
Or is there more tht should have begun.
Toxic in your kiss always makes me want more.
I know theres a lot left instore.
My body just cant ignore.
It wants your hands to explore.
Come on sweetie you kno you want to.
What else do I have to do?
Whisper in your ears that I want you.
I can imagine you on me.
I have a vivid imagination which you cant see.
You can live it if you touch me.
I'll be here simply waiting.
Dont think I'll wait for to long.
I'll move on even if you think its wrong.
I made my thoughts clear.
Tell me something you think I wanna hear.
I have waited for this moment.
I'll make sure to enjoy it.
I'm sure you'll put it on me.
Please me in everything.
Is it for tonight, or keep it coming?
I need to know now so I know what I'm expecting.
Its a want that I cant explain.
Something about you drives me insane.
I wish you were a bit easy to figure out.
But thats the challenge I like it, no doubt.
Your hands so smooth and soft.
Carress my legs and so much more.
Its kinda hot how my mind thinks.
Its you that I wnt I trust my instincs.
I think you know where to start.
When you're around me I feel your heart.
Mine loses all control.
Cause it knows it wants you to hold.
Maybe these thoughts are a crazy attraction.
Yet either or I want the action.
Please dont procrasinate.
I lose intrest quick I hate to wait.
So how else do I make you see.
I want you and I know you want me.
I know of my sexual thinking.
Hurry quick before I leave.

Bye-Bye Bird

The sky is wide and open, I wanna spread my wings and fly.
But momma bird wont let me she thinks that I might die.
I plead that I can do it, I know what to do.
She shakes her head at me, and says "No not you".
So when shes out finding what I need eat.
I take on flight and spread these gorgeous wings.
I hum a lullaby that makes the listener cry.
Mother nature knows that I'm dieing deep inside.
When momma bird returns I whimper and I say. 
You do undestand that I must fly one day.
We argue and we fight that I'm no longer small.
Mommy understand my wings wont let me fall.
So when she shuts her eyes and closes them tight.
I spread my wings and take on flight.
Tomorrow is a new day she'll see I'm out of sight.
Sorry momma, I'll come another night.
But tonight you will see. I am not small. I was meant to fly, not take a fall.
I know that you care I heard your word.
But this little birdy is bye bye bird.

~*Murder By One*~

It's Kill Or Be Killed.

So You Shot First.

Got My Heart In Agony Now You're The Worst.

I Knew The Rule To Kill Upon Sight.

Yet Here I Thought You Might Be Right.

I Let Myself Be Fooled By Your Charm.

To This Heart It Caused Damage And Much Harm.

I Fell With This Open Wound.

My Spirit Will Find You And Kill You Soon.

Killed The Smile I Once Had.

Thought Somehow We Could Last.

In The End I Saw No Lights.

They Say You Do And That They're Bright.

I Saw Darkness, Felt Despair.

I Should Have Known You Didn't Care.

I Believe It Was My Fault.

I Should Have Paused And Not Get Caught.

One Shot. Two shot's. Three Shot's Go!.

Murder By One Who Murdered My Soul.

I Should Have Kept This Wall Up High.

But I Lowered My Guard Got Caught In Your Eyes.

One More Shot Of Russian Roulette.

Now Lets See Who Past The Test.

So Let This Be A Game Of Fun.

To Late

You Give Nothing, But Take All.

You Stand There And Watch Me Fall.

I Tried For You, Can't Say I Haven't

I Did What I Could, But You Couldn't Handle It.

I Ask What Would You Do If I Were To Leave.

You Say Nothing, And Allow Me To Be.

So With The Hidden Tears, And My Silent Cries.

I Have To Whisper And Not Yell Goodbye.

So When You Awake And Don't See Me There.

It's Your Fault, That You Didn't Care.

Now I'll Find A Home In Another.

No Longer A Fool, Nor Taken For A Sucker.

Don't Blame Me For Being 'Heartless'

Remember I Told You, It's For The Best.

You Couldn't Take Nor Feel.

I Wasn't Evil, Just Keepin It Real.

I'm Not A Child To Play Mind Games.

Either Say What You Want, Or Stay The Same.

It's All Over, Set, And Done.

This Is Me Finally Leaving..

Soon To Be Gone...

The Assassination Code

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Woods Of Chaos

"Interesting" She knew and easily had her plan mapped out. Nyla was to skilled in her abilities and also weaponry. Everything Malikai taught her was now about to backfire on him.."He's Mine To Finish"

You're probably wondering what Nyla's abilities are. What is she? What was her main priority? Nyla Lynn Lanai was a trained assassin, she worked for Malikai for centeries. After killing so many others for so long, she decided to run off and escape his clutstes. She swore to take from him the kingdom he claims his. 

Nyla is 398 years old but with her immortal life, she appears to look as if in her early twenties. Yes her immortal life. Nyla is of course a vampire, but not your averge kind. She is skilled in not just weaponary, but Nyla is also good with her elemental abilities. She uses wisely her fire and earth ability. Impressive, isn't it?

Nyla is also very capable of controling the mind. Toying it, even manipulating it. She can creep into your every dream and haunt it. She can earse the very memories you posses and throw them away. If she want's she can return the ones she tkes, even transform your memory so you remember it differently. Nyla was trained by Malikai and made into a killer. She became fed up with the same routine for years. Now as you can see she is going on about killin Malikai.

Malikai and Nyla will be going through a major course of crazy events. Stay tuned and read up as I post a new post every other day. I'll be sure to take your imagination to higher heights than ever before. Don't expect a Twilight romance, or a Vampire Diaries novel. Expect a thriller and a chill for kill. I Kim Rodriguez will feed you readers mouth and fill the readers head. Enjoy!

Woods Of Chaos Prt 3

I'M DOING THIS BY COLOR AND NOT WRITING IT OUT IN STROY FORMAT. IT LOOKS MORE OR LESS LIKE A PLAY IS GOING ON. EACH COLOR REPRESENTS A DIFFERENT CHARACTER. HOPE YOU LIKE IT. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING IF YOU LIKE THIS FORMAT BETTER OR PREFER ME TO WRITE IT OUT LIKE A STORY. I JUST WANTED TO TRY SOMETHING NEW. :)

Kairi:

Nyla had left as soon as I hit the ground while I gasped for air. I glared at the spot on which she was standing. Malikai was right about her, she wasn't one to be messed around with. I was testing my luck taunting her. If only she knew I'm no longer with Malikai. After her I was the second to escape from him, but you don't get noticed for beingsecond. Actually I kinda looked up to the girl. I know what she's after and I'm will to help. It's eiher that or die. I enjoy life so I'll follow in that plan. Nyla still has the upperf hnd on many of the others like us. She was highly trained and well skilled. I had to do I had to do, and that was follow her. Yet I wondered, even after what happeed today she might kill me next time we meet. I sighed at that thought. Soon enoug I embarked on my own little mission and followed after Nyla.

Kiara:

I sat up in a tree waiting for the next random person to walk by. I had been on my own for quite a while now and watching people seemed to be the only thing I did. I tried to lay low most of the time. I would hate to draw too much attention to myself and end up having something bad happen. Getting myself into trouble isn't quite what I'm trying to do. Heck, with everything that's going on in this world, it's surprising that I'm not already dead. Then again, I guess in a way I am. I guess that's what bugs me the most about being a vampire, everyone always said they had no soul and that they are heartless. But I know I'm not heartless. At least I'm pretty sure I'm not.. I smelt something non human coming and hid in the shadow of the tree listening with my mind for any thoughts to see what was going on or if I even had to hide. I couldn't be too stupid for wanting to think that there was still good people out in this world. Human or not.

Nyla:

I managed to make it toward my little private home hidden deep within the forest. After leaving Malikai I used my elements to make the small cottage out of the trees around me. Kairi had better watch herself the next time she appears I will finish her. I was on my guard again, but not to on point that I was paranoid. Moments like those were the worst. I walked in setting my guns down on the side table, relaxing on the arm chair. It seemed hours since my little encounter with Kairi. I figured she must have run back to Malikai, I was sure to hear from someone soon. I could hear rustling outside my door. I closed my eyes and listened in on to the earth, it was surely footsteps outside. I stood up quickly and sped towards the door. One of my guns placed in my hands. The stranger was alone I could not hear anything else nor anyone else. I opened the door quickly pointing my gun at....

"Kairi!"

....the gun straight into the center of her head. She placed her hands up, but stayed firmly on the ground without moving.

Kairi: "Nyla, Wait!"

I switched back the lock on my gun and was ready to shoot.

Kairi: "Wait!! I didn't come here to fight you"

"Then What The Hell Do You Want?!"

Kairi: "When I Bumped Into You Earlier, I Was Shocked, Highly Surprised. I Heard Million Of Stories About You From Malikai. He Said You Were Special, not One To Be Messed With, Nor Threatened. I Didn't Believe Half The Things He Said, I Thought You Were Just A Favorite. When I Saw You I Thought I'd Push My Luck And See For Myself. He Was More Than Right. Nyla, Look I Was The Second To Leave Malikai And Survive. No One Gets Noticed For Being Second. I Want To Help You."

She finished with a soft low whimper. I stared into her green eyes and searched for her memories and thoughts. See if she spoke any truth. To my surprise she did. I lowered my gun.

"Follow Me. You Have Better Come Alone."

We walked into my little cottage.

"Shut The Door"

Kairi shuts the door silently behind her.

I place my gun o the side table and once again situating myself on the arm chair. I offered her the other seat.

"So, You're The One, After Me. I Heard Rumors But Never Names. What Do You Want?"

Kairi: "To Join And Help You. I Have Studied About You I Know Enough."

I Heard and awaited to hear more of her unfathomed story....

Kiara:

I looked down and saw two women walk into a cabin type thing. Though after what I had seen just happen, I'm not really sure I want to go down there and experience it for myself. So how could I get away from here without running into anyone?... I looked around trying to figure something out so I could leave safely. But then again... what could be so bad about actually talking to someone? I haven't used my voice since I was transformed.. Which was over six months ago. Could I even use it anymore? The only way to find out is to test it. But how? How do I get them to come out without alarming them? Then I got a little idea.. I jumped down from the tree I was perched in and landed quietly on the ground. Maybe I could play it off like I was human? No. That wouldn't work. Maybe if I made too much noise they would come out?.. I layed on the ground and closed my eyes having no idea what to do. Maybe they would just sense me out here? That could work too. Or Maybe I should just leave and not risk it at all. I heard something from inside the cabin and stood up quickly not knowing what had happened. I knew I probably looked like a complete reck also... Then the door to the cabin opened and I wasn't sure what to expect from there...

Nyla:

Kairi was in mid sentence when I heard noise just outside my door. Kairi stiffened at the sound, I on the other hand picked up my gun. I listened carefully, the one outside must know I was here cause they stopped dead in their tracks. I looked over at Kairi.

"I thought you said you came alone" I whispered angrily.

Kairi: "I swear I did..I wasn't followed."

I opened the door quickly pointing my gun at whatever was in front of me. It was just another girl..I examined her quickly, but she was of no threat. I lowered my gun and posted myself on the side of my door with my arms folded against my chest.

"Kai, she's not one of yours is she?"

Kairi stood up to see the girl for herself.

Kairi: "I don't think so."

"Good.. Hey kid whats your name?"

The girl stared at me in deep silence, her words seemed to be choked up behind something much deeper. I didn't ask her anything else but helped her inside.

Kairi: "So you go off picking up strangers?"

"Kai, you work for me. You do not ask me questions, nor test anything I say nor do. Do you get that?"

Kairi stared at me hard but shook her head in agreement.

"Good."

I walked towards the girl, placed one finger over head and she fell fast asleep as I looked and rummaged through her head to see something of her past and present events. This one here was a little special one, she easily blocked out my interference and allowed me to only see what had just happened.

"Hmm...interesting.."

I let go of her head and made my way to my own little couch. I waited til the girl awoke. She would tell me her story...

Kiara:

I looked from Kairi to the girl. I could tell Kairi was trying to snoop around the girls mind. I had to laugh at the girl's quick response.

Kiara: "Kairi if there is something you want to know, all you have to do is ask. Being telepathic doesn't work on everyone."

Kairi tensed up and tightened her grip on her blade.

"Easy there Kai. She meant no harm."

I got up from the couch and paced back and forth.

Kairi: "You're not seriously thinking of keeping her are you?"

"I thought I told you not to question my motives. Mind it Kai, or else."

Kairi stood up and walked right in front of me.

Kairi: "You know nothing of this girl, Nyla!"

I couldn't help myself and smacked her.

"That's enough!"

All she did was glare at me.

"Get out of my way." She stepped aside.

"Kiara, you can stay here. Now I do warn you, I'm not just your average vampire. I'm a trained assassin. No more information can be given. I'm after a man named Malikai. I can train you myself, and you can help better the world of vampires and other creatures. What do you say to that?"

Kiara:

I nodded at Nyla, "I know who you are. Things spread around out there as much as anywhere else. But I would like that. Thank you."

Nyla waved it off and kept her eye on Kairi who was still upset. I got the feeling something was up between them. And it seemed as though Nyla trusted no one. Which wasn't a problem with me, considering I hadn't really trusted anyone in a long time either. Maybe it was better that way. I just had to make sure not to do anything to get on her bad side. Which I'm sure wouldn't be hard for me. I'm easily liked, it's always been that way. I got up and lifted my shirt a little, glancing at a newly formed nasty looking bruise on my back that would disappear in a day or two. Though I don't really remember what that's from... I saw Kairi looking at it and put down my shirt again. I sat down and studied Nyla for a second, hoping she wouldn't mind, I wasn't poking around, I just found her.. Interesting. Kairi wasn't, because she was too easy to see through. Her anger was misplaced, a little ignorant to say the least.. Nyla was hidden though. I shrugged to myself a little and looked away.

"Oh. And I'm sorry for eavesdropping earlier. Didn't mean to. You just can't be too careful.. I'm sure you know that."

I said looking directly at Nyla, not wanting to start anything with the other girl Kairi who seemed not too fond of me, possibly because I called her out on her peering..

((TO BE CONTINUED))

A Poem From Nyla

My Silent Cries My Hurtful Nights. My Time Escapes Me With Fading Lights. Death Sounds Peaceful When I Am Scared. To Know That For This Event You Won't Be There. I Fell In Depth For A Time So True. But Couldn't Believe In The Things You'll Do. So I Became What I Wish I Wouldn't. Kill You. Sometimes I Wish I Couldn't. You Took From Me What Life I Had. That Can Be The Only Thank You I'll Have. Evil Was And Is In Your Eyes. I Won't Kill Myself, But You Will Scream Goodbye..

God's Angel

These broken wings, beyond broken things. She was helpless beyond all means. An angel fell from heaven now she can't fly. Night after night she stares at the sky. Wishin she could, now she cries. No love on earth, broken inside. She feels the need to runaway. But where to, she know's she can't stay. Her hands quiver in so much fear. For all the disaster that is real near. She hears each cry, sees each tear. One thing she want's is for love to be here. Broken wings now she cant fly. If you listen closley, you'll hear her lullaby.  A voice so calm it soothes the soul. Forever calming, yes we know. Each night, she runs near the water. She prayed and called out to her father. At that moment the skies broke free. She heard gods voice and what he had to say. Dear angel, dont be afraid. You will be home one day. The angel cried and simply replied. Dear father, I'm dieing inside. She could feel gods sadden expression. Dear angel, you've learned each lesson. Do not fret my dear child. You'll be home, after a while. She weeped and continued to cry. Dear father, I can no longer fly. My wings are far from broken. I can't mend them, its like their frozen. The lord could see his angel was hurting. Yet he knew she would save the world from burning. Dear angel, dont be afraid. You'll return to me someday. As of now you can not.
I fear without you the world will rot. In this moment she listened closely.
Dear father, I hear what you say. Yet still its a harsh price to pay. I have heard, and seen each cry. It saddens my heart, kills me inside. Each prayer that goes out to you. Father I have heard them too. If you say this world will fall to destruction. Then father I seek your instructions. God replied in more than a whisper. Dear angel, the world is a sinner. I will be with you every step of the way. So for this moment I need you to stay. You will carry out my teachings. You will do all the preaching. So dear angel do not feel lost. I will stand by you at all cost. So please my angel dont be scared.
I will always, always, be there. At this moment she finally could see. That the world was in need of healing. She heard what god had to say. She fell to her knees and continued to pray. Dear father, I will do as you say. Do not forget me, I'll return one day. When this world is healed, the skies no longer grey. I will reach for the sky and fly again. At this moment the sky did clear. Suddenly the had no more fears. She dried her eyes, wiped her tears. She knew that her place was here. She set off to do as she was told. Her mission; to save the world.

Broken Reflection

I'm a tumble weed in the wind.
A soul caving in.
A wave of emotions.
Everytime that I'm pinned.
Mistreated and abused.
No one can fill these shoes.
I dare one to try.
But don't come to me when you cry.
I feed off of love, even if it's selfish.
I hold on tightly never giving in.
Always trapped in darkness.
Finally breaking free.
Yet everytime I'm silent.
I still feel like screaming.
A brother far gone.
Where I can't reach him.
The others far away.
Still Them I'm missing.
A sister who needs help.
A little one thats does too.
We all are hurting.
But what can we do?
A mother in addiction.
A father dieing slow.
My faith is all I'm keeping.
Family can't even hold.
A grandmother who is crying.
For a pain only she knows.
Yet I see all this.
And I still want to go.
My exterior is strong.
And inside I'm dieing.
A false smile is shineing.
While my spirit is crying.
I lift my hands on high.
And fall to my knees.
I pray to the lord.
To have mercy please.
He knows that I'm honest.
With a pure heart of gold.
Yet still here I'm waiting.
As my fate unfolds.
My pillow soaks wet.
From the tears I do cry.
Cause no one truly knows.
What I hide inside.
My mind is at war.
With those who try to enter.
I fight back quickly.
Only for the better.
My voice is shaky.
From all my waste of singing.
This heart is hurting.
For a family that's breaking.
I feel like I'm stuck.
Like there's nowhere to go.
Afraid to make my move.
Cause I'm afraid to know.
Vacancy in my heart.
No one I've let in.
I thought that I did.
But I was mistaken.
My life has had it's ups.
It also had it's downs.
I lift my head proudly.
Without showing a frown.
So even when I'm sad.
Or bout to even cry.
At least I can say.
That I'm safe deep inside.
Although I am broken.
Someone can repair.
The damage left by another.
They'll hold me when I'm scared.
So I'll do what I do.
And keep my charade going.
Act as if I don't care.
When I am clearly hurting.
So change your veiw on me.
I am human just like you.
When I smile and you see.
That there's nothing I can do.
I am faced with my own demons.
Still I know I can pull through.
Theres a pained deep expression.
That I can overdue.
The lord is my armor.
For he stands at my side.
Therefore I am never scared.
Cause he shines the light.
Now that you see.
What I truly am.
Do not judge me.
I do what I can.
So please let me be.
Don't tell me I'm wrong.
You are who you are.
This is where I belong.
I don't need time.
I don't need attention.
I simply only want.
To heal my broken reflection.

Woods Of Chaos Pt. 2

Kairi walked into the Woods Of Chaos. These were large woods and were highly dangerous. She was a young vampire but still very alert and very well trained. She hid behind a large tree out in the center of the forest. She always sat there to practice on her enrgy and other things she could. She heard a ruffle of trees above her, the sound of it getting closer. She readied her gun blade and concentrated on her fire. She was ready to attack upon arrival.

She placed her hand on the tree and slowly turned around it to see her newcomer. To her surprise it was someone she already knew..

Nyla smelled from deep that there was someone else in the woods. A familiar scent to her, almost as if she knew who it was. She darted towards the scent climbing from tree to tree, her guns ready her abilities on point all senses on guard. Nyla was very agile so this jumping was to easy. She was getting closer and closer to the smell. It was a female, another vampire. "Interesting" she said in a low tone, that only she was able to hear. She slowed down and lightly jumped off her gun pointing at the tree she knew the girl was surely hiding behind. The girl gently turned around to face her.

"Kairi!?"

Nyla yelled out in surprise. She couldn't believe her eyes, she lowered her guns and placed them back into the pockets.

Kairi: "Nyla? Ha! You Know Malikai Is Like Searching For You, Right?"

Nyla sat herself on the ground and Kairi followed suit.

"Really? I Know That Kairi. Did He Send You, Cause I Have No Problem Killing You."

Kairi: "God No, He Didn't. I'm Just Out Here On A Mission." She smiled.

"Sure. You Will Not Inform Him You Seen Me. If I Hear In The Slightest That He Knows I'm Close I'm Coming After You First."

Kairi: "Calm Down Nyla. I'm Not That Little Girl You Knew Anymore."

Nyla looked at Kairi her hand ready on her gun.

"Is That A Threat?"

Kairi: "Oh No Nyla I Wouldn't Dream Of Threatening You" She grinned.

Nyla Stood up from the ground and stared down at her. She sat there looking down, smiling and rather calm.

"Listen Kid, Dnt Annoy Me Now. Run Off And Do Whatever Malikai Sent You To Do."

Kairi: "What If He Sent Me To Examine These Woods For A Trail Of You----"

Nyla didn't let her finish, she grabbed her by the throat her hand lighting up in flames, the tree behind her it's branches got a hold of Kairi's waist, as she grabbed Nyla's hand in attempt to free herself, she gasped for air.

"Kairi, This Is My Last And Final Warning. Do Not, Ever Dare Threaten Me. Do Not Forget Who I Am. I'm A Number One Trained Assassin. Malikai Fears Me Cause He Knows Of What I Am Capable Of. I Would Love For You To Run Your Mouth To Him. You'll Be Dead Before You See Another Light Of Day. Understood?"

Kairi: "Y--Yes"

Nla let go of her, the tree was back to normal and her hand no longer a lit. Before she looked up Nyla was already gone.

((That's it for today :) ))